Awwww Shucksss

It got warm out... and I'm showing my negro tendencies. I'm sorry. I promise to get back on the ball and post at least every otherday. I'm so glad it's spring. The warm weather makes me feel so much better about myself. I think I hate the winter because the winter seems to make me feel down all the time. It's always cold.. and it's dark most of the time. I love the spring for it's brightness and freshness. The cool breezes in the morning time are a great benefit. My first spring on my own in my new place is gonna be off the chain...

(Yes Saleena... I'll plan a "house warming" soon... lol. It'll be more like a girls nite... okay?)


Anywho... I also like the spring because I tend to desire to eat less during the spring. I'd rather be outside somewhere feeling the wind on my face and looking at the blue sky than sitting in the house stuffing my face. Am I the only one who feels that way? I bet you guys do too. I'm so amped about loosing weight.... but I'm starting to feel very fearful for some reason. I'm really trying to shake the negative vibes of failure ya'll. It's like a little small voice that starting to nag me. It hasn't really gotten to me yet... but I'm starting to really hear it. When it does really start to get to me... i'll let ya'll know... because I'm really gonna need your support.